if you’re gonna laugh at me if i’m saying something from the heart, or insult me when i’m sharing my views on something then please do expect me to silently cry on the inside and never want to talk to you again

it amazes me how i manage to screw up verbalizing even the most basic sentences

all of a sudden “lets go get pizza” turns into “how about we lets piatza” 

no i don’t think you guys understand like getting excited for something that doesn’t happen is like the ultimate sadness for me

that and being left out but i don’t feel that tonight hahaha. and feeling like i’m giving a lot more of myself than someone else is.

but i’m not kidding, those are literally things that make me cry-worthy sad 

so i just took this hunger games character quiz, and apparently….

“You’re Peeta! You are a thoughtful, kind, and well-spoken person who wouldn’t hurt a fly; unless that fly was threatening your loved ones! Even then, though, you are more of a lover than a fighter, and you’d always prefer to negotiate and come to a compromise. You have trust issues, because you’ve been hurt in the past, and this really has an effect on your relationships. You have artistic talents and are more of an introvert; you like to spend a lot of time alone with your thoughts, putting your feelings into your art. People around you love you because you’re reliable, easygoing, and low maintenance, and they know they can always count on you. - Find out your personality!”

☢ i do not still buy cds really. the last one i bought was artwork by the used…….

♠ manufactured band… um not completely sure what that means but i have a good idea so i’ll go with… big time rush

☮ haha the last time i went to a concert it was to see an eagles tribute band not that long ago

✈ i really can’t stand like, metal. or anything with too much screaming. and i’m not really big on dubstep either. 

top three albums from my favorite band/artist. well since my favorite band only has two albums, i’ll count an ep. soo the hnorary title here we go

1. scream and light up the sky
2. anything else but the truth
3. the honorary title ep

if i could be any musician… i really don’t know… maybe lady gaga because she’s in a position where she has so many dedicated fans. i think that to be a musician you have the opportunity to help people, and where there’s more people listening, the better opportunity you have.

so not because i’m a huge fan of hers or anything but just because it would be great to have an opportunity to reach out to so many people who need it and give them hope.. i’d probably lose her a lot of fans though and start preaching the gospel. hahahaa not that i know it well enough to preach it at all (yet;) ).. i’d learn

☯ oh wow i don’t have that many cds and the ones i do have are just shameful and random. but i have two from green day and two from avril lavigne so i think those are the most from an artist.

✌ three bands i would like to meet. oh mann. there aren’t that many i have a huge interest in meeting to be honest. but if i could like chill out with some people (i’m including artists too) it’d probably be like someone funny or like… i don’t know.

i’d love to meet lacey of flyleaf or bryce of the rocket summer too. i mean i don’t listen to them as much as i used to but both of them had a big impact on my life and they’re both so inspiring. so i think i’d actually really like to sit down and talk with them a little haha

and just for fun i’m gonna add julia nunes because we could be best friends

✖ what do my parents think. haha uh neither of them really know/care what kind of music i’m into. i guess my dad knows a little but i don’t think he has an opinion.